Ellie is coming home daddy!! I am so happy for Sue and everyone that she has pulled through and is on the road to recovery. I know you wouldn't have wanted her to suffer anymore than she had to so I think you have been taking care of her too. It is your birthday so very soon. I don't suppose you fancy popping back and sharing it with me do you? I have bought cake! I won't even put ALL the candles on it if you don't want me too. I text you, you didn't text back. I keep seeing your car in Sainsburys carpark, but you are never in it any more. I amagine you walking about, rolling your tabacco, and sometimes willing someone to transform into you as they are walking along. I miss you. You were my best friend as well as my daddy. Could do with you being about right now. I am not ready to grow up yet. I love you. Forever and always.