Lucy is missing you daddy. She put your blue jacket on she keeps in her wardrobe. The one you wore everyday. Tears rolling down her face. She misses you picking her up from school, she misses staying with you. That has started me off, and I just can't stop now. As time goes on, it is supposed to get easier, but it does't, people just expect you to stop talking about you, to stop crying over you, to pick yourself up and carry on. It get easier for the other people to forget. Not for me daddy. It is a physical pain that just doesn't stop. I don't know how to be a grown up without you. I don't want to grow up. I want my daddy, i want my daddy! I miss my best friend, I miss being loved by you. I just miss you. With all my heart, I LOVE YOU.