At first in my dream, I could see you so well, you were so real, but when I reached out to touch you, you were just like a ghost, the more upset I got, the more desperate I got the more real you became. Then I reached out and touched your hand and could hold it, and I held it like I was never going to let you go. It was devestating to wake up and heve you taken away from me all over again. I miss you. but I loved holding on to you one more time, even if it was just a dream. I will take any thing I can get. I miss you my wonderful wonderful daddy. Need I tell you once again how much I love you, probably not....................I LOVE YOU. Couldn't not. xxxx