Dearest John, I think of you everyday, can't believe it's a year since I had the terrible news. I am just so glad that we got to the chance to build bridges. I used to love hearing your news, listening to your grumbles which sometimes could be quite funny and you being able to have the chance of giving me big brother advice. But I have many regrets, but I have learnt from them. I hope you are with mum and dad, I like to think of the three of you watching us all and helping us when you can. Love you, my dearest brother, you left this world too early, you still had so much too do. But you have left lasting memories for us to remember you by. God bless you always xx