Hey daddy, I just wanted you to know that you are in my mind every single day. I miss you every single day. I have started to realise that I should start to try and sort my life out. Apart from being a mum and a wife, I need there to be a Ruth, and there just isn't one. My mind seems to have stopped working. I miss our chats, sorting out the world and all else besides. You are forever in my heart daddy. Life will never be the same, but I am going to try to make the change a positive one. We are only here once....right? I love you so much. ALWAYS, your Ruthie. Xxxx