Hey daddy. Cannot stop thinking about you, cannot stop missing you. Losing you has brought fear into my life and such such sadness. It doesn't feel like it will ever go away. Your little Lu and Harv still talk about you lots, so you are still favourite grandad, you can always be sure of that. I feel like crying such a lot lately. I have to keep biting back the tears, I don't think people still expect you to be crying after over a year, but I think I will be crying for a lot longer than that. I just wanted you to know that you are always with me daddy. You are a part of me. I look into Harvey's eyes and they are your eyes looking back. I love you daddy. I wish you hadn't have left me. Love you.