Things that spring to mind on a nearly daily basis....
the way you loved my babies, you cuddled them, tickled them played with them. My thoughts go to when we went to Sacrewell farm and had tea near the mill with Harv in his pushchair and you tickling his leg. Lucy first learning to ride her bike. Talking to me before we picked up Harv and me forgetting the time and nearly being late. The way you made me feel safe. The way you made me feel loved. The last disasterous Fathers days.....my last birthday. Our last Christmas.
You rolling down the hill when you went fishhing with Barry, and I wasn't even there!
Your smile, your temper, your grumps, but always always needing you.
I still need you, every day, I miss you so much. What I would do to get you back.......thank you for turning the bad to good. Thank you for showing me what real love is all about. I am you, you are me. I love you my daddy. X