I miss you so much, 10 months already tomorrow daddy. Every day you are in my mind. Harvey is missing you a lot lately, he even takes a little photo of you to school with him. he starts full time next week, and he is sad that you haven't seen him in his uniform. There are times dad when I realise that I will never see you again. It fills me with panic. I prefer to think of you 'in the next room' as it were. I miss you so so much. Never thought i would get through a day, a week, but 10 months....... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. ALWAYS ALWAYS WILL. XXXX